I know lent is a whole month away but in a stunning act of forward thinking I was looking through my files and came across these images by Si Smith illustrating Jesus’ 40 days in the wilderness. 

They are fantastic and also make a pretty cool movie if you stick them in movie maker or something and add music.  I’ve used Springsteen’s Devils And Dust.

We watched the Jonny Cash bio Walk The Line the other night.  What a brilliant film.  I don’t know much about Cash but the movie was very engaging.

Bono wrote a song for Cash called The Wanderer and it’s on the Zooropa album, performed by Cash himself.  You should search it out.  It is a stunning song, one of my favourites.  Here are the lyrics:

I went out walking through the streets paved with gold
Lifted some stones
Saw the skin and bones
Of a city without a soul
I went out walking under an atomic sky
Where the ground wont turn
And the rain it burns
Like the tears when I said goodbye

Yeah I went with nothing
Nothing but the thought of you
I went wandering

I went drifting through the capitals of tin
Where men cant walk
Or freely talk
And sons turn their fathers in
I stopped outside a church house
Where the citizens like to sit
They say they want the kingdom
But they dont want God in it

I went out riding
Down that ol eight lane
I passed by a thousand signs
Looking for my own name

I went with nothing
But the thought youd be there too
Looking for you

I went out there
In search of experience
To taste and to touch
And to feel as much
As a man can
Before he repents

I went out searching, lookin for one good man
A spirit who would not bend or break
Who would sit at his fathers right hand
I went out walking with a Bible and a gun
The word of God lay heavy on my heart
I was sure I was the one
Now jesus, dont you wait up
Jesus, Ill be home soon
Yeah I went out for the papers
Told her Id be back by noon

Yeah I left with nothing
But the thought youd be there too
Looking for you…
Yeah I left with nothing
Nothing but the thought of you…
I went wandering

It seems from the film that this song sums up Cash and his life.  deep, dark but ultimately hopeful.

I borrowed Hotel Rwanda on DVD ages ago but have never got round to watching it, sometimes deliberately as I perhaps wasn’t in the mood to watch a film about a genocide. Last night was the night and I’m so glad I did watch it.

It is an astonishing true story about a man who finds himself an unlikely hero in the middle the most despicable episode in recent word history, the Rwandan genocide.

Paul is the manager of a 4 star hotel which, due to his bravery, quick thinking and connections, becomes a safe haven in the chaos.  It’s an amazing story of real evil, a few good people standing against it and more people doing nothing.

What appalled me, both at the time and while watching the DVD, was the total disregard shown by the west.  Rwanda has nothing of value. No oil, no strategic benefit.  The western powers sent troops in to get their own citizens out and left everyone else to be slaughtered.

1,000,000 people were killed.  And we in the west did nothing.  When I say nothing, of course I mean nothing except supply weapons to the Rwandan army and Hutus so they could carry out their massacre of the Tutsis more effectively.

Of course we have a long history of only interceeding in situations like this only when our interests are threatened.  Sierra Leone,  Somalia, The Sudan… When will all human lives be of equal value in the eyes of our leaders?  Until they are genoside will happen again and again because it is allowed to happen without consequence. 

American History X is one of the most powerful films I’ve ever seen. It tells the story of a young man sucked into a neo-nazi group and his agonising journey of discovery through prison and beyond.

Amazon said: Perhaps the highest compliment you can pay to Edward Norton is that his Oscar-nominated performance in American History X nearly convinces you that there is a shred of logic in the tenets of white supremacy. If that statement doesn’t horrify you, it should; Norton is so fully immersed in his role as a neo-Nazi skinhead that his character’s eloquent defense of racism is disturbingly persuasive–at least on the surface. Looking lean and mean with a swastika tattoo and a mind full of hate, Derek Vinyard (Norton) has inherited racism from his father, and that learning has been intensified through his service to Cameron (Stacy Keach), a grown-up thug playing tyrant and teacher to a growing band of disenfranchised teens from Venice Beach, California, all hungry for an ideology that fuels their brooding alienation.

The film’s basic message–that hate is learned and can be unlearned–is expressed through Derek’s kid brother, Danny (Edward Furlong), whose sibling hero-worship increases after Derek is imprisoned (or, in Danny’s mind, martyred) for the killing of two black men. Lacking Derek’s gift of rebel rhetoric, Danny is easily swayed into the violent, hateful lifestyle that Derek disowns during his thoughtful time in prison. Once released, Derek struggles to save his brother from a violent fate, and American History X partially suffers from a mix of intense emotions, awkward sentiment and predictably inevitable plotting. And yet British director Tony Kaye (who would later protest against Norton’s creative intervention during post-production) manages to juggle these qualities–and a compelling clash of visual styles–to considerable effect. No matter how strained their collaboration may have been, both Kaye and Norton can be proud to have created a film that addresses the issue of racism with dramatically forceful impact. –Jeff Shannon, Amazon.com

This is a must see movie!!!

Mental Health – the last great taboo?

Over the past couple of nights I have watched two amazing explorations of mental illness, Stephen Fry’s ‘The Secret Life of a Manic Depressive’ and the movie ‘A Beautiful Mind’.  Both were fascinating!

Stephen Fry suffers from bi-polar disorder or manic depression as it is otherwise known as.  He spent some time meeting people who suffer from depression and manic depression to explore how it affects their lives.  Most striking was the difficulty in diagnosis and then the problems with treatment.  Many manic depressives like the milder episodes of mania.  They find them energising and creative.  Almost all of the sufferers Fry talked to said they would not have the disorder taken away if the had the choice!

A Beautiful Mind is the story of John Nash, a mathematical genius and paranoid schitzophrenic.  Nash believed he was working for the government on a highly secret code breaking assignment but was in fact delusional.  The film is a fabulous study of the trauma severe mental ilness causes on both the sufferer and those around them.

I guess my thought is that Mental Illness seems to be one of the last taboos.  Why are we so ashamed of this kind of illness?  I don’t get it.  Mental illness is pretty common.  It is much more widely understood so why the secrecy?